The growth inside of me!

I feel like theres a flower inside of me growing and reproducing jus waiting to show its beauty.

I feel very special god gave me this gift-to have my very own piece of life. Even tho my life didnt turn out to be the way i always wished and my past is basically CRAP i thank him cuz the one thing i would always treasure is the memory I have of my first son birth,it was the most amazing thing that a gurl can go thru (well on some occasions)...

And for granting me the wish to have another spring of my own i feel so fortunate because I know there are people out there that wish they were as fortunate as me and had a child. Im so impatiently waiting on my son to me born and if god grant me the wish to have more I will!

I decided to write this because Im so close to giving birth and I jus stop and think about it like damn Im actually going to have another baby another living thing I have to protect under my wing, another piece of life that I can say hes mine and only mine! I congratulate myself for being such a good mother to my 2 year old even tho he do get me mad i love him to death!