Children

Why particularly 2 year olds have to be so spoiled? Like seriously do they have to act like we killing them when they dont get their way? Let me tell you guys about something I just went thru today: my son jason is so spoiled when i would tell him no on things he cant have he'll catch tantrums like im beating him to death, before i put him to bed he wanted some ear phones he couldn't have I would tell him no papi you cant have that you can break it and i swear I bet the neighbors heard him holler and scream i was so mad I just wanted to spank him in the bottom but I holded myself dont ask how but I did lol... Well people wish me luck for tomorrow that ill hold myself again lol just kidding.... He sound asleep now so Im just resting my nerves hes a handful when hes ready. I still love u papi jay!

Miami Weather!

Ugh! the weather looks so dumb right now...Whats so good about a summer when it rains when you dont want it lol... Like the other day I wanted to play water gun with my son and family (over all) but the rain had to mess it up. I was so real mad , u see I be lazy (lol) but I that day I got up and everything but the rain messed it up...Well miami is a humid rainy place so I cant complain its not like arizona or something that is dry and sunny all the time... oh well miami is miami and I still love it here omg the beaches are so cool and nice. And I cant talk about the shops they are amazing south beach so cool...
In the end I have to contradict myself lol I do love Miami its just today I hate it!

Giving Birth

So I went today to check myself and the doctor told me its a probability that i get in a early birth because hes in position already and hes humongous... Its getting me scared because I used to always say i want to give birth already but i didn't mean it literally i dot want to have my boy premature. Well yeah Im suppose to have 34 weeks but hes so big he look like I have 36 weeks...I was really considering home birth but i think i will chicken out on last minute... Its going to be in Jackson Memorial in the Holts Children Hospital section. Im excited in a way I cant wait to have my son in my arms and see him and give him milk and bathe him and feed him well everything... Giving birth is the prettiest thing there is for a woman on most cases, just to think there will be no men if woman is not willing to give birth to human...In the end all I have to say is that im grateful for my pregnancies and my baby boys they mean the world to me and I thank god for tat.

Bayside

I went too bayside the other day and i felt like they have changed soooo much its not the same.I was disappointed the shops were not inviting one even smelled like dirty toilet water. I remember we went to this shop that have antique animal fossils and stuff like that and there was a sign that said if you touch wash hands... ME like always trying to get on people nerves i asked wheres the sink i just touched it(i really didn't) she gonna come and tell me oh we wrote that so you wont touch because you can die if you do... I just looked at her dumb and walked away. I then wanted to take pictures with the bugs-they were so icky ewww-and she tell me no pictures allowed i got so mad I wanted to tell her off- how she going to let some chinese people take pictures in front of they face and then come tell me I cant, man thank you babe for getting me outer there. Yeah thank god for my sarcasm that had me controlled. I like going but I have to say this day was not its day!

Funny but Real!

Ok so I read this article today that had me laughing and thinking at the same time it was about this lady that got homeless but refuse to sell her laptop computer- funny eh... but guess what she semi rich now in a way, she started looking for a job on her computer and then started making blogs. Well now her blogs have gotten so popular that she was offered to make a book and a movie (hopefully)later on... All to her laptop computer. Girl get it i give you props, and i have to say this article was a sort of inspiration for this whole new adventure for me. So thank you Brianna Karp!

so im new and im loving this.

Ok people expect funny emotional and exciting things from me daily. I expect many things from this blog and i have the confidence to tell you guys to feel the same. Im new and i know its going to take time but with what i have in mind I'm expecting greater things. Since this is my first blog I want to introduce myself a little: my name is Cristal, I'm 21 turning 22 in october, i have 1 son and expecting 1 in july(so very excited), Im happily married, and I have many thoughts of how my future going to turn up but I'm very happy and grateful of how my life has turned out so far (cant complain)... The reason for this blog now is because I am hoping that this new experience will lead me to success in some sort of way and by the way I will get better... Well there it is I hope you guess like my new blog and my future ones too. THANK YOU