Thats not a very good combo right... Well I have all 3 and I cant take nothing because I dont have insurance to see a therapist and get medicated. I try my best to stay calm everyday but it be times I just get out of control like today I got disappointed wit a person because of her lack of friendship and from disappointment it turned to anger. Now its like im so angry im scared i might open my mouth and hurt someones feelings like literally especially my man he always get the bad end of the stick. Like I just want to cry and forget bout everyone around me or just cuss them out and not care how they feel or just curl in a corner and stay there for ever...Anger have gotten so severe that I think bout the wrong things like im a serial killer literally I fear for the people arond me sometimes. I live with my fiancé and his family and my son I mean I look at my son n he like motivates me but I sometimes thinks its not enough... Dont know what to do anymore world im just tired of feeling abnormal when ever something happen or when ever I wake up on the wrong side of the bed...Im exposing myself and the world kno me for what I suffer EVERYDAY this include my man (when u read this) he didnt know all this...
Wepa!!! Thats some deep thoughts bae. Well know that im always here u can talk to me about anything. Things get better just dont take on so much stuff. Dont be thinking like a serial killer lol. Love ya bae and even though sometimes i get the bad end of the stick i still love ya with all my heart =)
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